a normal friend

about 8 - 9+ PM
me & you 
chatting in msn
>.<
very very hapyy!!
even just chatting as a friend .
still happy can chats with you .
(:

hapy chin laaaaaaa!

im obsolutely hapy when i saw u text me write jy for your exam ! (23 nov 1130 PM )
even though just few words , 
but yet im so happpy XD!




I LOVE UU MAN ! ( LEONG ) <3




______________________________________________________


tdayy been having english paper 1 & 2.
quiet okok bah .
just that the essay ii dn rely knw how ==;
might get c or b .
LOL!


exam timing keep tink abt uu . 
~.....~
the past ...
holding your hand .
kiss you .
>.<
and also cubit your facee ;D
so huai nian arrrr!




tomorrow is sejarahh .
stress!
i gt read . but dn understand . LMAO!

two day left to spm

stress stress stress !
novel cant masuk dalam braiin laaaaa!
whole brain is full of him !
memory full !!
@@;;


so miss you ..........................
focing myself not to think !
STUDY STUDY !
LALALA !!!!


Every night have different dream about you ,
how about tonight ?
LMAO >.<


People in 1 night can gain 1 nightmare , or sweet dream .
Me ?
I can gain 6 !
LMAO!
believe or not up to readers xD
nightmaree , ofcourse .
but also have sweet dream .
and its about us <3


; ]

3day left

3 day left to spm ..
kind of stress ...
my face full of pimples @@;


it is second day after u blocked me .
sad ?
ofcourse ..
but i know why u block me ..
cause u dnwn mk me worry abt u ..
peep ur profiles ..
LMAO!
its okay ...
waiting spm ends ;)


if u didnot unblock mii . 
idk wht shld i do bside cry !
; ')


i love uu dear leong . 

no mood

im so fkin bo mood arrr!!
i ask u if i gt problem can share with u or not.
u said rather no.
its ok u said so .
but why u blocked me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEEL LIKE KISIAO U KNOW !
FEEL SO DARK .....................................................
SO EMO !!!!!!!!!

15 nov

i cried out ..........

texting you ...............

asked u again .................

but u said , u doesnt want to hurt me & urself anymore ...

i asked u  . u rely lost ur feeling toward me ?

u said u dont know ..

means u still love & CARE ME !!!

im nt that imatured kid anymorE !! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

12 Nov

Heehee .. 

noons go JPJ with gan ma & liin bii .

raining so biggg !

we go sunny hill eat ice-cream xD

i so miss here!

since small i come here eat .. 

until we ban jia le , less come jorh . ; '(

hmmm hmmm ... 

nite nite go eat pizzah at boulevard with :- 

gan ma , miko , lin bi , jesscya , spring , kor , tuut , rejoyy .

so bored out with bro's & springgg !

nt fun at all .. 

wish mogu & jess here too ;P

>___<

i so miss someone ... 

but did he miss me ?

i dk .. LMAO!

go shopping .. walk walk .. 

snap snap .. * CATCH *

LMAO .. everytime out sure snap ;P

lin bi toop vdeo on me .. 

i tot was images LOL.

poor me .. @@;

me & miko went to linbi hs sleep ..

== ;

i very kolian norh ..

tak ada selimut aRR!

cold sii me ..

; '(

if u here nice lorhh . can hugg me ;P

hmm hmm .. 

miss you 

<3

happy lalala

so happi my digi campus can text ppl jorhh!!!
huhuhu xD

fed up

im so f *kin fed up of my simcard !
i cant send out mesages mlm!

im so sick of everything happend

im sick ..
very very sick ..
i couldn't eat well ..
sleep well ...
do anything well donely !
every two hours i sleep , i wake up!
when i feel so stress , my heart beat so fast ..
i keep on nian ze namo amitofo ... repeat repeat until i sleep .
whats happening to me ?!


early in the morning , i feel dizzy & viomit twicee .
i can feel the blood taste in my mouth , zzzz .
i cried so hardly .. thinking of you .. i so miss you !
really wish you can take care of me in this moment 
; '(
REALY WISH U'll BE BY MY SIDE RIGHT NOW TO CHEER ME!


haizhh .. 
this is what i done & get at last ..
losing you then realised how deep & hw much i love ..
LMAO! .mlm  !


think of u all the time.
whatever i do remind me of u .
where ever i go remind me of u !
chicago's , mjc's , foochow roads , the spring , boulevard , .............. etc ...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
i damn miss you!
feel like listening to your voice ..
feel like texting you ..
i hv changed alot , u never know ..


letting u go is my shun shi ..
a guy who love me so much . care me .. think first of me ..
respect me .. willing to make me happy even ownself doesnt like!
i know now u changed alot .. but i wasnt care!
u said i can find taller , handsome , richer guy ...
but i dont want to ! i just want you !
i doesnt mind ure short OKAY ! how many times u need i tell u ?
haiz .. i only love you .. i need u not them !
money wasnt everything for me !
i rather everyday eat porridge as long as i can be with someone i love !
LOVE CANOT BE BUY BY MONEY , U UNDERSTAND ?!


Uu leong .. i really hope u can give me one chance ..
once enough ! 
maybe aunty doesnt like me .. for making u so hurt ..
but i willing to change .. 
change all my bad attitudes , and change her mind .




LMAO ! write so much for what ? no one reads xD


___________________________________________


anyway , thanks ' J ' & my friends for being by my side ..
im so sorry for making you & my dear friends dissapointed all the times ..
im sorry ..
i couldn't forget him .. 
i still can't put him down yet ..


i criedd !!!!!!!!!!! WTF! J's MAKE ME CRY !!


==============================================


Our friendship , her .
we hv given u so much chances but u still si xing bu gai ..
u blame me take away both of them ?!
LAWLS!??
first , i said nvm . twice , wo ren !! 3rd time i really FIRE LIAO OK!
we 3 said , last year dun quarrel , but why u still want to ?
LMAO! yea .. u got alot of friends outside so u dont mind of losing us .
we doesnt want to ruin our last year mood.
but u so .. making me fk up .
im so fed up of ur attitudes!
i did not rampas thm frm u ok ?
can u pls look at ur own attitudes then look at me ?
mlm !
you ruin everything not me ! not them too !




______________ from dear bells .

First post of rainbowbells

R . A . I . N . B . O . W_____B . E . L . L . S

this is my new blog  ;]

its onli for me , him , my daily things & my friends post.

its goin 4pm soon .

going albee's churchh .

bfore that , go albee's hs makeupp ==; 

kena forcee to !

then , im attending 陈孟奇 I Believe In U 诗歌见证分享会 ..

____________ bells miss you ♥