Its a good beggining

( Mon - Tues )


I Started woking at slim life at jalan dogan
worked 2 days
and i quited
the lao ban niang too strict
and i could not learn too fast
no one teaches me too -__-


first day i alrdy tio lao ban niang say until busuk!

one of the worker there called 'joey'
selfish.
put money first in mind
i got a best friend there
she's ffriendlyy
her name is doling
;D
she's pretty and cute
with tattoes on her leg
but she's not as bad as what u can see through appearance ;)




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Recent 

i pok whether you will reply my text or not

i dont knoww its lucky or you treated me as a friend

so you replied me

>.<

first day work night (mon)

second day work night too

today early in the morning we texted

-__-

you are very into it

you cares me

;P

say must buy jacket , dn get cold

LOL . so happi lor.

even you just explained care as friend

its okae ;D

its a good beggining hohoho!

slowly come , dont haste . (from my best friend : LOO)

All i need is sabar ;D

the memories that i never forgotten

keep on thinking about what happend on mooncake festival (2010)

you still remember ? (:

the heart shapped bangled .

my favourites .

i dont even dare to wear because im scared 

scare the heart shape will drop down ):

i really miss you 

wish to find you ,

but i scare you say me hen fan ren 

or dont want to see me again
i tried not to think about you
but i really cant
even how busy i make myself to be
i cant stop myself thinking about you ! 

):

i try not to find you until christmas day coming 

ask you once more time for the date <3

actually , i planned to ownself make cupcake/cakes for you ,
but my friend sis cant teach me
and i dont have time to buy materials
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
your present i havent buy yet
sigh
);
i wanted to give something special to you
i think i might failed to .


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Same as usual 
im going to aunt house ~
almost every9
hehe
also same as usual
i will bring my pooh together
(:
<3 

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you unblock me
i added you
;D
i pretend not to see your profile
but you dropped me comment
=__=
u really make me tidak tahan mau see
see liao so ?
sendiri sedih nia
OPEN RLATIONSHIP
ZZZ
Not real but sad
why wor
st2pid feeling!
haihh ..
nite cant sleep
texted you on 1Am
You replied on 3/4 Am
LOL
we chat almost half and hour
you said goodbyee
-__-
happy ofcourse
but also beh song you mention your gan jie
you never say that to me lorr
kind of heartbreak

Hair Dyes

16 dec


= = ;
going guardian buy hair dyes 
brown in colour
now my hair look like ah lian LOL


night going hong guan sing-k
LOL
i cried in kTV
when listening to zhuan shen zi shou + shuo chu kou .

Reviewing back my memories when im with you

Reviewing back these pictures ,

really make me miss the time alot

i know what i did

maybe you need time too

i love you ..

i really willing to wait ( :

even you said you have to concentrate STPM , Im fine with it 

Just that please dont drop me here.

i really dont wanna lose you once more again !

i know we both still have feeling , just that you're afraid of owning me once more .

i have gone more matured.

i change alot , for you (:

ILY _ CUL .

the only reason i can tell , is i love you .

i really really do

for the mistake i been taken , i really regrets

wish that one day you will let me have a chance to say ,

Sarangheyo .

you are right , i can find someone even taller , handsome , and richer than you

but do you ever think how i feel when you talk these nonsence ?

i like you !

i love you !

not them  , not money , not their bodys !

how i wish you will understand .

you know , we been having so much problems cauze u didnt tell me how you feel everytime .

also is my fault for being dishonest .

while you're sick . worry . and whatever ..

you know me very well , but i cant reach you

you hide . you seek .

i cant reach .

you have to let me into you . right?

you said you want to be tall , it doesnt matter !

i dont care you're shorties or what !

WHY DO YOU CARE OF WHAT OTHERS SAID ABOUT YOU !

money , body , FACE !

those arent important !

even you are obsolutely poor , i dont care !

they said , wo ai fong le ..

maybe .. maybe ..

i know you loved me alot , just like how you do last time .

you think of me first , then yourself .

i believe one day , you will come back .

ILY_Leong .

when in k-box sing k , aircond very cold . you hugged me so tightly ;D

albee birthdayy >.<

OHYE ! i love this picture so much !

HAHA . funny de ! ;]

your cute face while you're helping me do my seni hmwk ;x

You look so emo lorh bii >.<!!

this is the most memorial thing!

you draw for me de ;D

soo cute!

<3

writing these ,

tears like rain __ so heavily ..

but i have no regrets to share it here ,

so that one day , i can review everything back , in here. (:

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Ohyeah !

Spm ended !

im going to dye my hair with my friend later 

at friend houze ;D

hmmmm ..

hope guardian got alot of colour to choose !

brown .. red .. ;]

hohohoo ..

i cant wait to see my hair ~

goodbye black hair for tdaee 

DALAAAAA～

but i also afraid got effect on faces ==;

and also ..

hair .. 

rosak ;x

hmm .. 

today everything not goes well

kind of unmoodyyyyyyyy!

i dont feel like making new friend anymore

cauze each of it ,all fall for me!

LMAO

readers sure laugghh . yeah im not leng , xD

their eye got problem~

i wanna say that im single .

but UNAVAIBLE (x

my friend , im really sorry 

i wasnt mean to hurt you

we just can be friend

normal friend

wont be much than that

cauze in my heart is fully filled by someone else

;D

im so so sorry , 

im truely madly deeply in love with someone else 

;D

maybe time changes my mind

maybe time dont

maybe _________

maybe ___________________

no regrets , just love __________ Lavonne LeeNa .

Lavonne

work in bakering shop as cashier on 130-830 PM.
==;
i kena lock in toilet lor !
sobs~

morning 4am - 440am +

we text again (x

even its slow ,

even you put me cold ,

but i can feel you still care about me.

<3

i never think of letting you go ..
break up is just when im mad i said it ..
i think it was a best soution to solve it .
im really sorry ..
now it prove that im wrong ..
no matter how many times i asked you to recover ,
you always said your heart is dead .


each time i ask ,
and listen to your excuses ,
my heart just like being stab my a knife ,
again and again .
and my tears just like rain ..
NON STOP!


i love you .. i never stop thinking about you (x

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its 530+ - 6PM

we chat again (:
happy is ofcourse .
but im really kind of sorry to  someone ..
my new friend ..
 you treat me very good .. 
but we cant be more than best friend . 
im sorry 
(:

my heart is fulled by him ..

another hapy day

WE CHATS AGAIN !
;D

a normal friend

about 8 - 9+ PM
me & you 
chatting in msn
>.<
very very hapyy!!
even just chatting as a friend .
still happy can chats with you .
(:

hapy chin laaaaaaa!

im obsolutely hapy when i saw u text me write jy for your exam ! (23 nov 1130 PM )
even though just few words , 
but yet im so happpy XD!




I LOVE UU MAN ! ( LEONG ) <3




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tdayy been having english paper 1 & 2.
quiet okok bah .
just that the essay ii dn rely knw how ==;
might get c or b .
LOL!


exam timing keep tink abt uu . 
~.....~
the past ...
holding your hand .
kiss you .
>.<
and also cubit your facee ;D
so huai nian arrrr!




tomorrow is sejarahh .
stress!
i gt read . but dn understand . LMAO!

two day left to spm

stress stress stress !
novel cant masuk dalam braiin laaaaa!
whole brain is full of him !
memory full !!
@@;;


so miss you ..........................
focing myself not to think !
STUDY STUDY !
LALALA !!!!


Every night have different dream about you ,
how about tonight ?
LMAO >.<


People in 1 night can gain 1 nightmare , or sweet dream .
Me ?
I can gain 6 !
LMAO!
believe or not up to readers xD
nightmaree , ofcourse .
but also have sweet dream .
and its about us <3


; ]

3day left

3 day left to spm ..
kind of stress ...
my face full of pimples @@;


it is second day after u blocked me .
sad ?
ofcourse ..
but i know why u block me ..
cause u dnwn mk me worry abt u ..
peep ur profiles ..
LMAO!
its okay ...
waiting spm ends ;)


if u didnot unblock mii . 
idk wht shld i do bside cry !
; ')


i love uu dear leong . 

no mood

im so fkin bo mood arrr!!
i ask u if i gt problem can share with u or not.
u said rather no.
its ok u said so .
but why u blocked me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEEL LIKE KISIAO U KNOW !
FEEL SO DARK .....................................................
SO EMO !!!!!!!!!

15 nov

i cried out ..........

texting you ...............

asked u again .................

but u said , u doesnt want to hurt me & urself anymore ...

i asked u  . u rely lost ur feeling toward me ?

u said u dont know ..

means u still love & CARE ME !!!

im nt that imatured kid anymorE !! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

12 Nov

Heehee .. 

noons go JPJ with gan ma & liin bii .

raining so biggg !

we go sunny hill eat ice-cream xD

i so miss here!

since small i come here eat .. 

until we ban jia le , less come jorh . ; '(

hmmm hmmm ... 

nite nite go eat pizzah at boulevard with :- 

gan ma , miko , lin bi , jesscya , spring , kor , tuut , rejoyy .

so bored out with bro's & springgg !

nt fun at all .. 

wish mogu & jess here too ;P

>___<

i so miss someone ... 

but did he miss me ?

i dk .. LMAO!

go shopping .. walk walk .. 

snap snap .. * CATCH *

LMAO .. everytime out sure snap ;P

lin bi toop vdeo on me .. 

i tot was images LOL.

poor me .. @@;

me & miko went to linbi hs sleep ..

== ;

i very kolian norh ..

tak ada selimut aRR!

cold sii me ..

; '(

if u here nice lorhh . can hugg me ;P

hmm hmm .. 

miss you 

<3

happy lalala

so happi my digi campus can text ppl jorhh!!!
huhuhu xD

fed up

im so f *kin fed up of my simcard !
i cant send out mesages mlm!

im so sick of everything happend

im sick ..
very very sick ..
i couldn't eat well ..
sleep well ...
do anything well donely !
every two hours i sleep , i wake up!
when i feel so stress , my heart beat so fast ..
i keep on nian ze namo amitofo ... repeat repeat until i sleep .
whats happening to me ?!


early in the morning , i feel dizzy & viomit twicee .
i can feel the blood taste in my mouth , zzzz .
i cried so hardly .. thinking of you .. i so miss you !
really wish you can take care of me in this moment 
; '(
REALY WISH U'll BE BY MY SIDE RIGHT NOW TO CHEER ME!


haizhh .. 
this is what i done & get at last ..
losing you then realised how deep & hw much i love ..
LMAO! .mlm  !


think of u all the time.
whatever i do remind me of u .
where ever i go remind me of u !
chicago's , mjc's , foochow roads , the spring , boulevard , .............. etc ...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
i damn miss you!
feel like listening to your voice ..
feel like texting you ..
i hv changed alot , u never know ..


letting u go is my shun shi ..
a guy who love me so much . care me .. think first of me ..
respect me .. willing to make me happy even ownself doesnt like!
i know now u changed alot .. but i wasnt care!
u said i can find taller , handsome , richer guy ...
but i dont want to ! i just want you !
i doesnt mind ure short OKAY ! how many times u need i tell u ?
haiz .. i only love you .. i need u not them !
money wasnt everything for me !
i rather everyday eat porridge as long as i can be with someone i love !
LOVE CANOT BE BUY BY MONEY , U UNDERSTAND ?!


Uu leong .. i really hope u can give me one chance ..
once enough ! 
maybe aunty doesnt like me .. for making u so hurt ..
but i willing to change .. 
change all my bad attitudes , and change her mind .




LMAO ! write so much for what ? no one reads xD


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anyway , thanks ' J ' & my friends for being by my side ..
im so sorry for making you & my dear friends dissapointed all the times ..
im sorry ..
i couldn't forget him .. 
i still can't put him down yet ..


i criedd !!!!!!!!!!! WTF! J's MAKE ME CRY !!


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Our friendship , her .
we hv given u so much chances but u still si xing bu gai ..
u blame me take away both of them ?!
LAWLS!??
first , i said nvm . twice , wo ren !! 3rd time i really FIRE LIAO OK!
we 3 said , last year dun quarrel , but why u still want to ?
LMAO! yea .. u got alot of friends outside so u dont mind of losing us .
we doesnt want to ruin our last year mood.
but u so .. making me fk up .
im so fed up of ur attitudes!
i did not rampas thm frm u ok ?
can u pls look at ur own attitudes then look at me ?
mlm !
you ruin everything not me ! not them too !




______________ from dear bells .

First post of rainbowbells

R . A . I . N . B . O . W_____B . E . L . L . S

this is my new blog  ;]

its onli for me , him , my daily things & my friends post.

its goin 4pm soon .

going albee's churchh .

bfore that , go albee's hs makeupp ==; 

kena forcee to !

then , im attending 陈孟奇 I Believe In U 诗歌见证分享会 ..

____________ bells miss you ♥