Its a good beggining

( Mon - Tues )


I Started woking at slim life at jalan dogan
worked 2 days
and i quited
the lao ban niang too strict
and i could not learn too fast
no one teaches me too -__-


first day i alrdy tio lao ban niang say until busuk!

one of the worker there called 'joey'
selfish.
put money first in mind
i got a best friend there
she's ffriendlyy
her name is doling
;D
she's pretty and cute
with tattoes on her leg
but she's not as bad as what u can see through appearance ;)




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Recent 

i pok whether you will reply my text or not

i dont knoww its lucky or you treated me as a friend

so you replied me

>.<

first day work night (mon)

second day work night too

today early in the morning we texted

-__-

you are very into it

you cares me

;P

say must buy jacket , dn get cold

LOL . so happi lor.

even you just explained care as friend

its okae ;D

its a good beggining hohoho!

slowly come , dont haste . (from my best friend : LOO)

All i need is sabar ;D

the memories that i never forgotten

keep on thinking about what happend on mooncake festival (2010)

you still remember ? (:

the heart shapped bangled .

my favourites .

i dont even dare to wear because im scared 

scare the heart shape will drop down ):

i really miss you 

wish to find you ,

but i scare you say me hen fan ren 

or dont want to see me again
i tried not to think about you
but i really cant
even how busy i make myself to be
i cant stop myself thinking about you ! 

):

i try not to find you until christmas day coming 

ask you once more time for the date <3

actually , i planned to ownself make cupcake/cakes for you ,
but my friend sis cant teach me
and i dont have time to buy materials
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
your present i havent buy yet
sigh
);
i wanted to give something special to you
i think i might failed to .


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Same as usual 
im going to aunt house ~
almost every9
hehe
also same as usual
i will bring my pooh together
(:
<3 

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you unblock me
i added you
;D
i pretend not to see your profile
but you dropped me comment
=__=
u really make me tidak tahan mau see
see liao so ?
sendiri sedih nia
OPEN RLATIONSHIP
ZZZ
Not real but sad
why wor
st2pid feeling!
haihh ..
nite cant sleep
texted you on 1Am
You replied on 3/4 Am
LOL
we chat almost half and hour
you said goodbyee
-__-
happy ofcourse
but also beh song you mention your gan jie
you never say that to me lorr
kind of heartbreak

Hair Dyes

16 dec


= = ;
going guardian buy hair dyes 
brown in colour
now my hair look like ah lian LOL


night going hong guan sing-k
LOL
i cried in kTV
when listening to zhuan shen zi shou + shuo chu kou .

Reviewing back my memories when im with you

Reviewing back these pictures ,

really make me miss the time alot

i know what i did

maybe you need time too

i love you ..

i really willing to wait ( :

even you said you have to concentrate STPM , Im fine with it 

Just that please dont drop me here.

i really dont wanna lose you once more again !

i know we both still have feeling , just that you're afraid of owning me once more .

i have gone more matured.

i change alot , for you (:

ILY _ CUL .

the only reason i can tell , is i love you .

i really really do

for the mistake i been taken , i really regrets

wish that one day you will let me have a chance to say ,

Sarangheyo .

you are right , i can find someone even taller , handsome , and richer than you

but do you ever think how i feel when you talk these nonsence ?

i like you !

i love you !

not them  , not money , not their bodys !

how i wish you will understand .

you know , we been having so much problems cauze u didnt tell me how you feel everytime .

also is my fault for being dishonest .

while you're sick . worry . and whatever ..

you know me very well , but i cant reach you

you hide . you seek .

i cant reach .

you have to let me into you . right?

you said you want to be tall , it doesnt matter !

i dont care you're shorties or what !

WHY DO YOU CARE OF WHAT OTHERS SAID ABOUT YOU !

money , body , FACE !

those arent important !

even you are obsolutely poor , i dont care !

they said , wo ai fong le ..

maybe .. maybe ..

i know you loved me alot , just like how you do last time .

you think of me first , then yourself .

i believe one day , you will come back .

ILY_Leong .

when in k-box sing k , aircond very cold . you hugged me so tightly ;D

albee birthdayy >.<

OHYE ! i love this picture so much !

HAHA . funny de ! ;]

your cute face while you're helping me do my seni hmwk ;x

You look so emo lorh bii >.<!!

this is the most memorial thing!

you draw for me de ;D

soo cute!

<3

writing these ,

tears like rain __ so heavily ..

but i have no regrets to share it here ,

so that one day , i can review everything back , in here. (:

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Ohyeah !

Spm ended !

im going to dye my hair with my friend later 

at friend houze ;D

hmmmm ..

hope guardian got alot of colour to choose !

brown .. red .. ;]

hohohoo ..

i cant wait to see my hair ~

goodbye black hair for tdaee 

DALAAAAA～

but i also afraid got effect on faces ==;

and also ..

hair .. 

rosak ;x

hmm .. 

today everything not goes well

kind of unmoodyyyyyyyy!

i dont feel like making new friend anymore

cauze each of it ,all fall for me!

LMAO

readers sure laugghh . yeah im not leng , xD

their eye got problem~

i wanna say that im single .

but UNAVAIBLE (x

my friend , im really sorry 

i wasnt mean to hurt you

we just can be friend

normal friend

wont be much than that

cauze in my heart is fully filled by someone else

;D

im so so sorry , 

im truely madly deeply in love with someone else 

;D

maybe time changes my mind

maybe time dont

maybe _________

maybe ___________________

no regrets , just love __________ Lavonne LeeNa .

Lavonne

work in bakering shop as cashier on 130-830 PM.
==;
i kena lock in toilet lor !
sobs~

morning 4am - 440am +

we text again (x

even its slow ,

even you put me cold ,

but i can feel you still care about me.

<3

i never think of letting you go ..
break up is just when im mad i said it ..
i think it was a best soution to solve it .
im really sorry ..
now it prove that im wrong ..
no matter how many times i asked you to recover ,
you always said your heart is dead .


each time i ask ,
and listen to your excuses ,
my heart just like being stab my a knife ,
again and again .
and my tears just like rain ..
NON STOP!


i love you .. i never stop thinking about you (x

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its 530+ - 6PM

we chat again (:
happy is ofcourse .
but im really kind of sorry to  someone ..
my new friend ..
 you treat me very good .. 
but we cant be more than best friend . 
im sorry 
(:

my heart is fulled by him ..

another hapy day

WE CHATS AGAIN !
;D